Dengki

Kadang-kadang i couldnt resist myself from being dengki to others.

I'm full aware that jealousy is a disgusting thing, but there are always negative stuffs coming straight out from my mind everytime people i see seems happy.

Like when they're wearing new jacket to class

Or trying new hairdos

Being happy for unknown reason.

Or even smiling at me.

Negative thoughts always come first whenever wherever whatsoever

That's why i hate praises, as we don't know what's in their mind when they're praising us

Like "cantik jakett" boleh dibaca dalam berlemon-lemon nada,

Haihh manusia ni penuh misteri

Tapi kira baguslah aku tak sampai cerca-merca semacam segala bagai straight to face kan?

Tak nak la pulak nanti orang label aku ni orang yang mulut longkang

Kira beradab la jugak aku ni kutuk-kutuk dalam hati hihi

so *yay* for that

btw i learned this.

a doa to help me.

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim

Sahih International

Say, "I seek refuge in the Lord of daybreak

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From the evil of that which He created

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And from the evil of darkness when it settles

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And from the evil of the blowers in knots

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And from the evil of an envier when he envies."

ps - oke imej berterabur. edit nanti lah