It's Raining In Winter Time

Well I once promised to myself that I'm gonna blog when my final is over. Well technically it's not over yet, but the next part of it will be within two weeks, so alhamdulillah finally I got time to breathe (and blog) haha.

It's been a quite stressing week for me i must say. I was so tired with my upside down biological clock and overstuffed brain, and i believe i'm so gonna get the rare cases of theism for overconsumption of coffee. Like seriously, I consumed way too much of it and now I'm not much of sleeping at night, pity me. I hope I won't be getting any eyeback though.

Anyway praise to Allah for my goody-goody mark, well it's not perfectly perfect but i'm so proud of myself for my efforts on surviving the exams. And I still can't believe that I managed to survive and went all out with the tertunggak punya exams, not saying i'm stuck up or something, tapi macam tak percaya yang I can still stuffed many things in my brain in short amount of time.

Now that i am sort of back, there's so many things I wanna write down here. Sebenarnya dah tulis banyak dah, but most of it are emotional-related posts since I was so down last week and the week before that, but somehow it got me thinking that I should let the secrets stay safe and sound in my drafts box until I decide to publish them, so that this blog tak lah jadi macam dumping site for my endless emotional rantings. Kang tak pasal-pasal kena label emo.

So that's it, hopefully there will be no more emo-emo posts. Or you guys love hearing me emo than the cheery derpy me? What to do, being emotional dah macam personal trademark of mine, isn't it?

Well I'm guessing I'll just leave it that way. I hope no more emo me after this, I wanna be positive in all aspects, but still, who knows what will happen in the future. At least I'm putting an effort in being strong, so that should be a little plus for me there.

Hahah this is so the mature me speaking.

Gosh 2011 tak habis lagi aku dah buat resolusi baru, memang TERbaiklah.

Anyway speaking of being new, I've been thinking to do some sort of makeover to this blog. Well, it's already winter here and the sunny-looking bright flower doesn't really bring out the mood of it, so that's it, its makeover time! Okay it might sounded weird and not making any sense, but I always have this matchy-matchy things with my moods and seasons changing, cuz I believe that weather can indirectly affect your mood. Lagipun dah rasa boring dah dengan layout yang ni jugak.

And I also thought of doing like a wrap-up for what has happened in my 2011. Well it's not that much happening in my life, some were okay and some were suck, but the main purpose of it is for me to reflect how much I've changed this year from nehi to whatever i am today. But more on this will be in my next post.

Or next next post.

Or next next next next next post.

Well you know me ;)

Wah wah dah macam gaya seorang pemblogger yang hebat je aku ni menaip haha.

So that's it, woohoo I'm finally posting! For those yang missed me, let's keep our fingers crossed that I'll be much much more active in posting.

Salam bahagia semua :)

p/s - I'm trying to be on pace with my english writing, dah lama tak menulis in english and I think it will be such a waste if I don't practise it. So my apologies for silly grammar mistakes here and there, okay. And oh the title takde mengena dengan post, sori jugak pasal tu :D