New Year

Moscow, 31st December, 10:42 pm

In about 1 hour 18 minutes, all of us will be waving goodbye to 2010 and saying hello to 2011. Some are celebrating new year by having small gathering in their apartments/dorm/etc with closest friends, some are partying in clubs/restaurants etc with again their friends, some are already in dataran something for countdown to the new year, and some are just facebooking and surfing internet, alone, and yeah, alone.

...... makan megi .......

yeah kat mana tadi?

oh yep, pasal celebrate something

well tonight i'm celebrating new year alone, well not so alone to be exact, i have my housemates with me in another room, ym-ing kot, and my facebook friends hahahaha, not alone lah kan?

rumah agak sepi malam ni, dua orang pergi sambut new year kat rumah kawan, attending sleepover plus a bit makan-makan, another two went to watch fireworks in still-havent-decide-it-yet place and the remaining are here, celebrating new year with virtual friends and one is in dreams.

But at least i've had some makan-makan at this shoppping complex until 8p.m, and i went straight home. Itupun setelah dipaksa, dan kebetulan pulak we had this meeting with JPA straight after solat jumaat. So i just follow the flow. Yelah, my plan supposed to be at home early, then watching movie while enjoying ice-cream je. Takutlah nak balik lewat atau tengok bunga api with the Russians, macamlah diorang minda betul sangat bila diorang mabuk.

Anyway yep, that's my new year celebration.

Eating megi, facebooking, hearing this dumdam dumdam outside and yeah that's it.

I'm celebrating it with peace, and that's a good thing lah kan kan?

But i'm a bit jealous bila dengar these dum dam dum dam outside my apartments with lotsa kids yang tak tidor lagi walaupun dah lepas pukul 12 dah ni. Buat hati ni menyesal tak ikut my housemates keluar tengok bunga api, mesti cantik kan scenery dia.

Takpe takpe, ada hikmah la tu sebab apa tadi tanak pegi, kita mana tahu apa yang tersembunyi di sebalik apa yang kita buat kan? Tahun depan memang kena ajak batchmates lah pergi ramai-ramai, baru tak rasa takut sikit.

Okay, skipped this.

Bila tahun baru start, mesti sibuk-sibuk duk tanya apa azam tahun baru?

Well this year, i wont be berazam lagi, sebab azam yang tahun tahun lepas berkurun lamanya tak pernah pun tertunai. So malaslah nak berazam-azam nih, i'm not that istiqamah lah.

Tapi cuma satu je azam, azam ni memang sama tiap-tiap tahun lah punya, iaitu nak perbaiki diri especially dalam bab-bab agama. Yelah, makin bertambah tahun ni makin buat aku jadi takut nak hidup. Tadi baru je nak post something kat facebook nak buat status, then ternampak seorang hamba Allah ni tulis pasal surah al-Asr. Then directly rasa macam kena stabbed stabbed je jantung ni.

Tiba-tiba je terpikir, aku still tak berubah pun walaupun dah lepas satu tahun. Tu pun nasib baik lepas, kalu tak dapat hidup dalam setahun yang Allah kasi tu macam mana? then minda mulalah pikir pasal mak, abah, along, am etc etc etc.

Takut kan?

Apapun, hepi new year lah.

Hope makin bertambah tahun ni buat kita makin bersyukur ngan nikmat ni, dan buat kita propel forward lah supaya kita tak jadi orang yang rugi

Okelah, Salam 2011 semua