Thursday, August 26, 2010

Pecah Perut, Suka Hati

Drama miserable berlanjutan.

Tinggal 4 hari lagi!!

Benci.
Benci.
Benci.

P/S - Tajuk post tu memang seriusly tak berkaitan. Saja nak suruh orang berminat nak klik haha

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Fakta

1. Lama amat menghilang dari dunia siber (blog, ym, facebook, youtube etc), dan perlu buat comeback. Mungkin gambar profil fb kena tukar kot, dah berkulat sangat

2. Dalam major kemurungan yang amat sangat, tinggal 7 hari lagi sebelum pergi

3. Tangan cedera masa tengah menggoreng keropok ikan, buat A sedar yang api dunia amat panas, api neraka wallahualam

4. Banyak benda belum disetelkan lagi, malas bertripel lemon

5. Major kerisauan sebab tak tahu apa yang akan menanti di sana (macammana nak daftar, masuk hostel, visa etc)

6. Kecewa bila tahu ada reunion berbuka puasa bagi makhluk-makhluk Faris jajahan KL, nak ikut nak ikut

7. Major kemalasan, mungkin efek dari fakta no. 2, 4 dan 5

8. Lagi seminggu baru boleh jadi aktif, nak habiskan cuti sepenuh hati dulu


9. Nak layout dulu amat sangat, nanti seminggu lagi A cuba kemaskini

so tu je lah, tulis sikit-sikit le baru comel hoho

so TTFN for now, cya in 7++ days. Tc, dan salam ramadhan.

P/S - Ah ini masa sahur daa.

Monday, August 16, 2010

123...

Haha this is absolutely just for fun, 'cause im so curious enough to know what it will be like if i update this blog by using phone. It's just a trial, since there's no internet connection here for almost two months! Screw those damn drug-addicts who steale all the wires. Hope they enjoy rotten in prison right now.

Anyway, living without internet doesnt affect me much though, im still breathing and alive, just like other humans that umm.. alive. At least im having the real hols with no internet and those modern electronic stuffs, and no worries, im happy. Well who isnt happy to have all your loved ones here by your side, 'cause deffo it wont be boring. I hope there's enough time for me to enjoy this last bit of my hols before i fly back there. I seriously want my sis here, sebab takut tak sempat jumpa dia. Sangat-sangat berharap dia okay, sebab katanya dia sakit. Tolong jaga diri k, please :)

Speaking of flying back there, gosh i seriously feel sick. I dont wanna go there yet, im not ready! Its suck, suck, suck! Anyone knows why time flies so fast meh these days? Memang tak aci betul huh. Tak aci tak aci :'(

P/S - Homesick already walaupun tak pergi pon lagi

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Special Notes For Them

F and Z, thanks for always making me laughs. It’s like you guys are my sunshine, always enlightens my day no matter what happened. Seriously, all the lights are dimmed once you guys aren’t with me, and it makes my life duller. Thanks again for being so ‘ourselves’, and knowing the fact that nothing changes between us makes me much merrier, although we live our life in a distance. Sorry for forgetting you guys souvenirs, but I promise I will next time. Just update your life with tons of stuff and spill them out once we’ll meet again, k.

M, I know it’s unfair to be left out with no reason, but somehow, I do think you deserve better, more than us. It seemed like you’ve changed, and it isn’t only me who see you’ve changed, others feel the same. You got new friends, new life, and when I see you in your life right now, I can see that you’re happy, happier than the time we were together. I don’t blame you if you hate me, but I just wanna let you know that I still heart our friendship. Sorry for forgetting you the day others and me had our chit-chat, but I didn’t know that you’re already having your hols here that time. Next time k, in case you’re not as busy as always.

A, sorry I can’t make it to your house during your holidays. I thrilled to be there, visiting your cool home which I bet is large and elegant and expensive, but I need to finish everything up at least before fasting month, and before I fly back to you-know-where. I knew I’ve disappointed you twice, first with the small reunion which I didn’t reply your message asap, and second, I broke my promise to come to your house. Sorry, and sorry.

well guys, thanks and thanks and sorry. and to others, don’t worry, ily guys too.

P/S - Background pic got deleted meh? Epic sucks

Hell yeah life is unfair, so suck it up

Ever imagined that you did a very good deed, people thanked you, you’re so proud of yourself and it seemed like you’re a hero to them and people loved and adored and liked you. Nahh, that just will be happened in imaginary world, not here. Life’s totally unfair, the possibility for our good deed to be paid off is so friggin’ly small, and it’d proven that people nowadays are so selfish, as I seriously don’t know why it’s so hard to say at least thank you.

Enough said, sometimes I think that people nowadays don’t act like they are people, or to be exact, humans. It’s not that I’m desperate enough to be adored or famous for my act, but at least respect me as a human who live in a community of yours. We live in a community, and we deserve and need each others. It’s sucked to know that you act nice, always helping people around because you think it’s one of responsibilities in a community but it turns out that people don’t give much like you do, they act vice versa, keeping everything away for themselves and act selfish as hell.

People, they just don’t understand. It’s always us who care about other people, thinking that they might be troubled if we didn’t care about them, but yeah, they are simply just so stupid to understand that.

It isn’t wrong to be nice, but no doubt, it hurts to be nice.