Sleepy Or Not?

The clock says, "it's 3.45 am right now", but it's not my sleeping-time yet, although I know it's totally late...Oh, how I want my pillow now!

P/S - I'm eating instant noodle again at this moment...I'm starving...(hopefully I won't get fat and i'm worried about it..recently, I munched something before I start dreaming on my comfy bed..)

P/S 2 - Finished eating my maggi mee, and wanna eat green apples (RM 0.99 each from Giant) now...and still surfing net..

P/S 3 - Okay, maybe i'll stop whining now...should be asleep now...zz

I'm Complaining

Why oh why I feel my English writings is bad?

P/S - Hmm...just wondering, which one sells cheaper items? Giant or Mydin? *and why it must be "tulips" in my blog??

Gloomy

I need to study harder!

I'm listening to my mp3 last night while doing my Physics quiz's correction with such a gloomy feeling, and oddly enough, all the song that were shuffled to my ears were sad songs. Maybe my mp3 could listen what i felt last night, or maybe it's my sad feeling that made every songs sounded sad. About the Physics result, I really hope that my result next time will be ultimately better than this, because the result for this quiz was totally disaster for me..The result for me was terrible compared to others, and that's make me feel so small and fragile among others. I really felt ashamed for getting that result, as I knew if I focus and care more on Physics, maybe I'll score the quiz easily. What makes me feel truly frustrated on myself was when I did the correction last night (accompanied by those songs), I really think the questions were somehow easy. Why oh why only after the quiz I do understand the topics? It's frustating, and completely annoying. Whatever happens, life has to go on and living with a fact that I got poor result in my 1st Physics quiz truly makes me feel uneasy...Maybe from now on, I should stop complaining about others and try to do correction with myself first before correcting others..Hopefully, next time it'll be better..

P/S - Life becomes more and more difficult when time flies...sigh...

I'm Complaining More!

When will I understand Physics?

The Physics quiz a.k.a the first quiz in my life as university student definitely will bring bad memories for my entire life, and of course it'd cracked my brain! Although I do believe there's many of us can't answer all the "easy" question well, but they're still some people who like to express their feelings naturally by saying "that's easy" or "that's not so challenging"without thinking the poor, pathetic physics student like me who can't do it somehow! I don't get it. I admitted, I know they're happy with their abilities to answer the questions, but can they just think a little bit and consider the feelings of plentiful of students who's crawling and crying to get the answers? Even they're happy, can they just smile or being thankful for God without have to hurt others feeling by using their gigantic, merciless voice that can even be heard by all over the world? Sigh, i'm complaining again and maybe I should focus more in physics...Physics, here I'll come!

P/S - Sir, you're doing good job today and I do understand it until "somebody" who I considered the "new professor" interrupt my understanding and that's blurring the transmission of your information to me for a while. However, I still understand what's you're saying about today's topic and thanks God, the transmission had been repaired already. Thanks!

It's Relieved Me Somehow

I'm in love with this type of song lately, as it's relaxing and calming down my complex mind. I start to love this Jazzy+R&B sort-like song when I listened to the 4th X-Factor winner, Leon Jackson with his sexy masculine voice in cover version of When You Believe and Don't Call this Love. Then, I listened Corinne Bailey Rae's hottest single, Put Your Records On but at that time, I'm still don't know who's the singer of the song. Next, I heard Chasing Pavements, performing by Adele when I knew she won the best vocal performance in that song during the Grammy Awards. The love grows when I listened to Yuna's Dan Sebenarnya with other fabulous stuff and now, I hereby declare this type of song suits my heart..

Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,

You have appeared to my life,

Feel like I'll never be the same,

Just like a song in my heart,

Just like oil on my hands,

Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,

You make me feel like I'm alive,

When everything else is a fade,

Without a doubt you're on my side,

Heaven has been away too long,

Can't find the words to write this song,

Oh.,..

Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,

The way it is,

It's not a secret anymore,

'cause we've been through that before,

From tonight I know that you're the only one,

I've been confused and in the dark,

Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

I wonder why it is,

I wont let my guard down,

For anyone but you

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,

You have appeared to my life,

Feel like I'll never be the same,

Just like a song in my heart,

Just like oil on my hands

I'm complaining

If others started blogging by introducing about themselves, talking about their ultimately hard life as a university student, telling about their experience during a special course, about how they and blah blah blah, I think I’m going to tell the weirdest, or maybe the uniqueness of me. ..
- I cannot drink something contained with ice, although there’s exception time for that especially during the hot day when I’m totally exhausted and craving for cold stuff that can cool down my throat. If I drank the icy stuff during normal time, my head will start spinning around and it’s like my brain is shrunken into the size of small peanuts.
- I do believe my stomach is minutely small, as it’s easy for me to become full. I just eat a little and left plenty of “non-sinful” leftovers on my plate, and it’s totally wasting my money! Just imagine that I only can eat less than half of nasi pattaya from the Cemara’s Café and I’m full! People said that’s its nature diet and it’s healthy, but I don’t have that slim, slender figure of a model. Maybe there’s something wrong with the component of my body or maybe I’m really have natural diet and I’m suitable to become a model. LOL.
- I hate vegetables, and it’s totally horrifying me if there’s nothing left for me to eat in this world except vegetables. I don’t know why people like to eat these stuff, as for me I don’t think they’re exciting at all. However, it’s not I hate eating vegetables to death, but the percentage of me eating veggies stuff is relatively small. I do eat them, especially when they turn into salad and be eaten with sour dressing or when they’re cooked into salty-type food. All the vegetables-lover may hate me for this, as although vegetables are said to bring 1001 benefits for our health, I still stick on my status that I hate vegetables. Sorry vegetarian and vegetables!
- I hate complicated structure of life, and I want to have smooth, simple way of life that doesn’t require me to do something that can burden me and my life so much. And because of that, I hate for becoming older and older, and I really want to become as younger as I could be. Its totally annoying to be matured and becoming a very big person and have to leave all the sweet memories behind. Of course, I jealous with others who are younger than me, but what can I do except following the time flies and flies.
- I love purple so much, but recently I’m addicted to bright colour of orange. Purple is also my mum’s favourite colour, and I also like my sister’s favourite red too. I don’t know why I choose my blog to become red, but what I love about my blog’s design is it sorts like a house, with the fences and the tulips (??)…and because of saying that, I miss my home damn much this time!! I wanna go home!
- I actually hate blogging, as I do believe that I don’t have that kind of blogger-spirit in my soul to keep posting something new every week. I don’t like to be that discipline to do the routine, but I consider this as a new challenge for me and as it’s only one entry per week, it should be okay. By the way, who knows I’ll fall in love with blogging and posting something new every single day.
- I think I’m a quiet and shy person, but I can be cheerful enough if others know me well. I’m not so good to begin a conversation, but if someone starts first, I can be talkative. It’s totally hard for me to smile right now, although I’m not that kind of person before. Maybe it’s my spectacles’ fault I think…
I think that’s enough already, or maybe it’s more than enough as I don’t think it’s necessary for me to tell the world who am I...sigh...

P/S – I “love” Physics…