Ruyung

Adakalanya tak semua ruyung mampu dipecahkan.
Pedih ditelan diluah derita, memang begitu hakikatnya.

Entahlah. Berat kaki melangkah, berat lagi hati yang digalas. Terasa makin lama makin jerih untuk menapak, tak daya memecah ruyung yang entah bila kelibat sagunya. 

Pengalaman lalu mengubah neraca kini dan membawa seribu satu perspektif baru. Penat memecah ruyung sehingga terluka habis jari jemari.

Bukan berputus asa, cuma diri si pemecah ruyung ini cuba rasional untuk bertapak di alam realiti. Mungkin liatnya ruyung dek pincangnya kudrat dan jemari yang luka,,, pintakan tenungan susulan mata dan ruang masa untuk kembali bertenaga..

Maka izinkan, mohon diperkenan...

Season of New Beginnings

Last summer was somehow a season of new beginnings.

People at my age is getting married, some are expecting babies, some are graduating while some are going through their first job, settling down in new environment, new friends, new beginning of life...

...well a season of new beginnings indeed.

Well for me this is relatively new. It is very new and strange and I still have hard times digesting all of these stuffs happening. Sometimes I feel like we are in the movies, like the film is rolling and we are the actor in it performing our roles. Some have to be the hero while some have to be the villagers. Yet, each one of us play important role to deliver a scene, Everyone's a somebody's now.

And witnessing those films rolling through my eyes, had got me trembling with enough gushes of fear. Its hard to digest the fact that this is a new phase of life that I have to go through. A phase that not only me have to go through. A phase of no turning back. A phase of new beginnings.

A phase called adulthood.

Welcome to this adulthood thingy, A. The train has arrived.
Welcome, selamat datang, irrashaimase, dobra posjalovats, and davaiii. 

And I'd be lying if not welcoming the train with slight pinch of fear.

Yet still, we can have this option though:

And that is what I always aim to be (sejak tamat highschool lagi, kan Y?)

At least this is comforting...

#Emotional summer, Like eh I'm feeling old.